Hello world!!! Its nice to see u all again. Sigh… i know it’s been a long time since i last blogged, and most of u should have thought that i must have already cut myself since im too emo… LOLZ!!! Anyway, i have a good news and a bad news for u guys… Bad news is im not a happy emo anymore. Good news is i has become an apathetic person now. How the pho did this happen? Well, it was a long and complicated process.

So several weeks b4 the AP Exams, i somehow had this great depression. I didnt want to talk to anyone. I couldnt watch anime or play games. All i could think of was what my friends were to me. I wondered if they were important to me and whether my life would be like today if i hadnt met them. I tried to do everything on my own again. I became more selfish and egostatistic than ever. I ignored ppl when they needed my help. All i did was for me and myself alone. I made ppl mad, i made them sad, but still i didnt care whatever was gonna happen to them. I turned most of my friends down actually, and put them into jeopardy whether or not i still considered them my friends.

Then i became empty. I felt nothing. I didnt feel bored, sad, happy or angry. I had no desires. There was a void inside me. I was totally carefree and i actually enjoyed it. Somehow, i had become apathetic b4 i knew it.

AP Exams were okie. They were easier than what i had expected. I messed up on some questions, but i think that they wouldnt have great effect on my scores. Anyway, it was OK. Not too easy, not too hard.

Right now, im enjoying my AP-free life. I only have 3 classes a day which are English, French and Gov. The rest are just craps. Most of them are the same as my English class. I come in and play 13 everyday. LAME!!! Someone gotta buy me a PSP so i can play Tales or w/e kool games. Anyway, sigh… i hate my teachers for freaking giving us projects. They r so lame. After the AP Exam, we deserve to have a great vacation, but NOOOOO… lame-ass teachers have to give us special project just so we can bring our grades up. I think most of them already forgot about all the works that we did for extra credits. LAME-O. Anyway, 2 more weeks and im done with high school. Sigh… Gotta hate French finals… Gotta beat James in Yugioh b4 the year ends… Gotta organize another party and invite everyone in my circle of friends (detestable and annoying ppl are not invited)…

Sigh… So many things to do… First, driving lessons + test… Then Stats and Eng 1A at EVC… Then AP results… Then party… Then moving… Then placement tests… Then FSSP summer school at UCI… And finally, Fall Quarter… Sigh… Everything is so lame now!!

I’ve decided to take a break from community service. There r many reasons, but basically i just want to have some time off to do sth else. I probably be back in mid-June, so yea =P

SM (Sailor Moo) LOLZ!! Late…