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Lolz!!! I guess i have been a little bit overexaggerating, and made u guys a little bit curious who IT is (i was bored u know XD). Anyway, IT is a good friend of mine. IT is probably the best friends i ever had in my life. IT ruined my S.U.I.C.I.D.E. Operation and rescued my from the world of emoism. IT gave me the will to live. IT made me who i am today and helped me get into the circle of friends today. Yea, we’re best friends, and one is indispensable to another (thats what IT said =P). Anyway, i’ll probably miss IT when i go to college.
To know IT’s identity, read the next post which is password protected. Lolz!!! FUN FUN!!! =]
Password Hint: 2 letters. ^^
I know that most of u guys r still wondering who the heck IT is and y i dont just fucking tell IT. I know that this matter is pissing some of u guys off, but the truth is that i dont want u guys to know about IT either. I just blogged about IT so even though i couldnt confess to IT, it helps me relax my mind. Anyway, my love for IT is the “forbidden” love, and so im not gonna propose to IT. No one is supposed to know who IT is anyway. So if ur still trying to get info or confirmation from me, one word “NO!!!” I cant let anyone know IT’s identity. So if ur reading this post rite now, its better that u can forget about IT cuz ur not gonna get anywhere with it.
PS: Sometimes, things are better left unsaid, unsolved, or undiscovered.
Logging off…
This is a special post for those who have been on the IT quest and are trying to find IT’s identity. Here r some clues that u can use to solve the mystery.
1. IT’s gender is unknown, can be a guy or a girl, but IT can be genderless also.
2. IT can be me. (Lolz!!! NARCISSIST!!)
3. IT doesnt have to be human. IT can be an animal or an object.
4. IT can also be no one, a formless being.
5. IT’s age is unknown. After i leave for college, i wont be able to see IT again.
6. If u want me to spell the name out for u, its I and T.
7. IT is friendly and sociable, but IT may be a little annoying to some ppl.
8. When did i start to like IT? Ever since i met IT.
9. How much do i like IT? I like IT becuz of who IT is and IT’s personality, not becuz of IT’s hotness.
10. Why is IT so special to me? IT’s the only one who has been always with me and the first person who doesnt make fun of me, and IT made me feel that im still a human nonetheless. Im not just a statue of emoness, but i have all the emotions of a normal human as well.
PS: IT can be anyone, anything, no one, or nothing.
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I both love IT and hate IT. I love IT so much that it has transcended the meaning of love. I know that we could never be together, but I can’t help it whenever i see IT. I miss IT so much that i keep tormenting myself thinking about IT. IT is the only one for me, the only one who would complete the other half of my life, the only one who would bring happiness to my everyday ordinary boring life. IT is the love of my life.
I miss u, i like u, i love u, and i hate u.
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PS: For those who wonder who IT is, the only thing i can say is that IT is my lovely and detestable friend. =P
The bell rang. All the students went to their classes, and yet there was only one special class that the student had to wait for the teacher to finish her scrumptious yet nasty-looking lunch. Yes, and that teacher is no one else other than the cruel corpulent bitchy witchy Williams, my French teacher.
Beezy: U guys know that u still have 5 more mins before class start rite? *cold stare*
Me: Becuz of the bell… *dont know what to say*
Beezy: Yea, and what r u guys doing here? *staring at us with her food melting in her hands*
Beezy: U guys definitely have no life. If i were u, i would stay outside. *making the face*
So we all went outside and waited for her to call us in which took more than 10 mins. I know that Madame Williams is a nice and totally random person, yet shes also a beezy sometimes too. But saying that we had no life is just a reallie bad joke. Actually, its fine with me since i have no life anyway. Lolz. But still that was kinda mean of her to say that to all the students. For more information about Mme. Williams, please contact Bao, Martin or Saurav. They all have special impressions about her anyway. =P
L8r
Q: U r on a boat with ur best friend and ur loved one. Suddenly, both of them fall into the water, and they both can’t swim. U can only save one person. Who would it be?
A: None. Im not gonna save anyone. But on the other hand, im gonna jump into the water, and since i cant swim either, Im just gonna drown with them so even if we’re dead, we’ll still be together. After all, both of them are important and it doesnt worth it if one is dead.
Q: U only have 6 days left to live. What would u do?
A: Probably living to the fullest. I’d hang out with my friends as much as possible as well as breaking as many rules as possible. Basically, the fun is gonna last til the last day of my life come. And even if the deadline has come, im not gonna sad, and im not gonna be mad either. But then I’d regret for not being able to do things with my friends anymore. Life is short, but then its not sth that we can extend as much as we want. Life is a waste of time, but time is what makes happy memories and sad memories.
Yesterday, i’ve just realized something that i was supposed to know a long time ago. Everything is worthless. Life is a stupid piece of ****, a boring chess game with us as the pawns. It doesnt even worth living. I lived as if i was dying. I tried to feel happy or acted as if i was happy, but then again, it didnt worth it. Everything has long disappointed me. What was supposed to be fun isnt fun anymore. I give up. I give up on life, on everything. I dont care crap about anything anymore. For now, i just want to end dis ****.
Part of myself dont want to see any of my friends. Part of my mind wants to cut my wrist or hang myself in the bathroom. I want to cry but then again, i have to hold it back. I tried to distract myself by doing hw, but then it only made it worse.
Srry… but im so depressed rite now that i cant stop myself from blogging my own feelings and thoughts. I’ll try to blog something nice next time, or is there gonna be a next time?
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