Dark Serpent’s Sanctuary

Finally, no more school for me… LOL… at least for now. I only have 1 week left til summer school at EVC starts. Sigh… more math and more English… gosh, i hate these craps, at least Kevin and Stanley are gonna suffer with me… muahahaha. Anyway, so yea, Sam and Jenny are taking Stats too. James and Bao are taking Math 21 and 22 during summer. So probably, i’ll encounter them again later this month. XD

Sigh… now i reallie need to learn how to drive in 2 months. It’s gonna be quick before i move to Irvine with my parents. Sigh… yea, i know, they are gonna hang around with me for another 7 years. But actually, im gonna move back here to San Jose 4 years later cuz i reallie reallie want to get into UCSF. If only it were also a normal school like the other UC’s.

Anyway, im not a goner yet… not yet…im gonna come to school next week for my junior hunt, so all the juniors out there “be careful!!!” LOLZ.

Okie. Now back to the main point. Next week guys, im planning another movies day. I’ll send u an invitation so dont worry. By the way, it’s gonna be better than last time unless Kevin somehow change my mind again. LOLZ!!!

_ Where: Eastridge.

_ What time: Sunday, June 15th, 2008 at 9 a.m.

_ What to watch: Zohan, Panda and Hulk. Choose 2 cuz i dont think we’re not pro enough to watch all 3 by movie hopping.

_ Then? Find someplace to eat, so any good ideas? I’ll try to reserve the table so we won’t have to wait like last time.

_ Who? Ppl with invitations.

K. So that’s it for now. I’ll update it later once i finish inviting ppl.

Hello world!!! Its nice to see u all again. Sigh… i know it’s been a long time since i last blogged, and most of u should have thought that i must have already cut myself since im too emo… LOLZ!!! Anyway, i have a good news and a bad news for u guys… Bad news is im not a happy emo anymore. Good news is i has become an apathetic person now. How the pho did this happen? Well, it was a long and complicated process.

So several weeks b4 the AP Exams, i somehow had this great depression. I didnt want to talk to anyone. I couldnt watch anime or play games. All i could think of was what my friends were to me. I wondered if they were important to me and whether my life would be like today if i hadnt met them. I tried to do everything on my own again. I became more selfish and egostatistic than ever. I ignored ppl when they needed my help. All i did was for me and myself alone. I made ppl mad, i made them sad, but still i didnt care whatever was gonna happen to them. I turned most of my friends down actually, and put them into jeopardy whether or not i still considered them my friends.

Then i became empty. I felt nothing. I didnt feel bored, sad, happy or angry. I had no desires. There was a void inside me. I was totally carefree and i actually enjoyed it. Somehow, i had become apathetic b4 i knew it.

AP Exams were okie. They were easier than what i had expected. I messed up on some questions, but i think that they wouldnt have great effect on my scores. Anyway, it was OK. Not too easy, not too hard.

Right now, im enjoying my AP-free life. I only have 3 classes a day which are English, French and Gov. The rest are just craps. Most of them are the same as my English class. I come in and play 13 everyday. LAME!!! Someone gotta buy me a PSP so i can play Tales or w/e kool games. Anyway, sigh… i hate my teachers for freaking giving us projects. They r so lame. After the AP Exam, we deserve to have a great vacation, but NOOOOO… lame-ass teachers have to give us special project just so we can bring our grades up. I think most of them already forgot about all the works that we did for extra credits. LAME-O. Anyway, 2 more weeks and im done with high school. Sigh… Gotta hate French finals… Gotta beat James in Yugioh b4 the year ends… Gotta organize another party and invite everyone in my circle of friends (detestable and annoying ppl are not invited)…

Sigh… So many things to do… First, driving lessons + test… Then Stats and Eng 1A at EVC… Then AP results… Then party… Then moving… Then placement tests… Then FSSP summer school at UCI… And finally, Fall Quarter… Sigh… Everything is so lame now!!

I’ve decided to take a break from community service. There r many reasons, but basically i just want to have some time off to do sth else. I probably be back in mid-June, so yea =P

SM (Sailor Moo) LOLZ!! Late…

The bookmark collection is a set of drawings that i drew for all of my friends whenever i get bored during chemistry class. Everything is random but it also shows each individual’s special traits as well as their talents. Bao said that i should make them trading cards like Pokémon or Yugioh, but i think it’d be unfair cuz some of them have weak superpowers. Lolz. If i didnt make u one yet, dont worry cuz it takes a while to think about ur special characteristics.

The first one will be posted later tmr if theres not gonna be any technical problems. =P

The Bookmark Maker =P

Lolz!!! I guess i have been a little bit overexaggerating, and made u guys a little bit curious who IT is (i was bored u know XD). Anyway, IT is a good friend of mine. IT is probably the best friends i ever had in my life. IT ruined my S.U.I.C.I.D.E. Operation and rescued my from the world of emoism. IT gave me the will to live. IT made me who i am today and helped me get into the circle of friends today. Yea, we’re best friends, and one is indispensable to another (thats what IT said =P). Anyway, i’ll probably miss IT when i go to college.

To know IT’s identity, read the next post which is password protected. Lolz!!! FUN FUN!!! =]

Password Hint: 2 letters. ^^

I know that most of u guys r still wondering who the heck IT is and y i dont just fucking tell IT. I know that this matter is pissing some of u guys off, but the truth is that i dont want u guys to know about IT either. I just blogged about IT so even though i couldnt confess to IT, it helps me relax my mind. Anyway, my love for IT is the “forbidden” love, and so im not gonna propose to IT. No one is supposed to know who IT is anyway. So if ur still trying to get info or confirmation from me, one word “NO!!!” I cant let anyone know IT’s identity. So if ur reading this post rite now, its better that u can forget about IT cuz ur not gonna get anywhere with it.

PS: Sometimes, things are better left unsaid, unsolved, or undiscovered.

Logging off…

This is a special post for those who have been on the IT quest and are trying to find IT’s identity. Here r some clues that u can use to solve the mystery.

1. IT’s gender is unknown, can be a guy or a girl, but IT can be genderless also.

2. IT can be me. (Lolz!!! NARCISSIST!!)

3. IT doesnt have to be human. IT can be an animal or an object.

4. IT can also be no one, a formless being.

5. IT’s age is unknown. After i leave for college, i wont be able to see IT again.

6. If u want me to spell the name out for u, its I and T.

7. IT is friendly and sociable, but IT may be a little annoying to some ppl.

8. When did i start to like IT? Ever since i met IT.

9. How much do i like IT? I like IT becuz of who IT is and IT’s personality, not becuz of IT’s hotness.

10. Why is IT so special to me? IT’s the only one who has been always with me and the first person who doesnt make fun of me, and IT made me feel that im still a human nonetheless. Im not just a statue of emoness, but i have all the emotions of a normal human as well.

PS: IT can be anyone, anything, no one, or nothing.

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